I HATE YOU, FANDOM.

I just finished watching New World, the last episode of the dubbed Death Note anime. I've seen this episode I don't KNOW how many times, as well as watched clips of the last scene in particular, numerous times, and it still gets me. every. time. I sob like a BABY. Between watching Light die and seeing him see L again and the symmetry between his death and how he looked upon his death compared to Ls and OH GOD KILL ME NOW.

WHY CAN'T I PICK HAPPY FANDOMS FOR ONCE? CHRIST.

*goes off to corner to cry like a baby*